Journal Entry 2

I think I am pregnant, but I don't know for sure. I have all the usual symptoms, morning sickness, tender breasts, frequent urination, and today I have had a headache. I don't think I want to know either way. If I am pregnant I know that I'll have to go through a lot more of these symptoms, plus a bunch of others. But if I'm not it will make me sad because I would like a baby. James seems so indifferent either way, it's kind of irritating. I just don't know what to think. I'm going in for a test on Tuesday, I guess I'll find out then for sure. I just wish there was an easier way to have a baby. I think it will be cool to have one, although it will be a lot of work, especially with school, but the whole idea seems to have made me happier. I like the idea of having a little person who loves you and looks up to you. It won't be like at the daycare where most of the kids tend to be brats. It will be fun, I hope.